Sunday, August 14, 2011

hello everyone (: it certainly has been a while since i've last posted and again, i apologize. this time it's not because i've been weak. instead i'm actually doing great! my waist fluctuates in the 27 in region, chest has lost half and inch, and my hips have also lost half an inch. i find it funny how just a half inch can look so different... instead of blogging (since i have no time thanks to school) i've started writing on the notepad in my phone! But my most exciting news has yet to come. On saturday i was asked by a photographer to be a model for a shoot on wednesday! i am so excited (: ill let you know how that goes. with school during the day it is so much easier to eat the way id like too. i eat breakfast 7:00- usually two egg whites, a snack around 9- half an apple, lunch at 1- watermelon, half a pepper, and 1/4 c brown rice, snack before volleyball at 3:15- a c of popcorn, and finally dinner around 6- usually a salad (if anything bad ill go on a walk or run). So for an average day my calories stay under 500. im comforable with this but eating an amount of food bigger than 1/2 c makes me feel big and bloated. yuck. im proud of my growing ability to say no to fat people food. some times its hard, but i am getting stronger (: im making cupcakes for my art class tomorrow, but not for me! i think that will keep people from getting suspicious. haha, so sneaky. the feeling of hunger drives me on, it makes me feel small. with every little pang im closer to my goal.

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